Weekend Recap Classroom Training (Module 1 & 2)

Module 1 (Professional Grooming)

1) Baju kurung xleh corak2 bunga yang besar

2) tudung mesti nmpak kemas

3) jam tangan besi aksesori wajib

4) Max accesories are 5, but only 1 can can be obvious

5) 3 basic make-up: mascara, compaq powder, lipstick

6) blazer cant be wore with baju kurung at the same time

7) wear heels gelap, berkilat with a min height of 1 inch and no higher than 2 inches.

8) handbag is a must, same colour with shoes, x lembik and berkilat

Module 2 (Project Planning & Coordination)

- blur skit... sbb x dapat input...
- buktinya ?? ( markah pre-test and post-test sama 14/15)
- aku mmg x pandai management
- sakit kepala nak planning2 proposal... that's not the way i'm used to live
- i come to GEMS because of this, to encounter and vanish all my problems
- and i hope i can become better once i 'graduated' from here... HAVARD~ ;)

Reminiscing the memories, once i studied in SMAP Kajang
i cried continuosly during my Add Maths test on the day i came to register
- to my surprise, the teacher and also my new calssmates did not believe with my result
- i have to cry.. crying is not my weakness... it is my key to get my strength back
- there must be a reason behind this
- i have strong faith that ALLAH has given me chance to be better... better... better...

planning towards a better future starting from now... cant wait with Module 5 & 6 which are Problem Solving and Interpersonal Communication...

Wonderful Life, Grateful

Need no regrets...
Need no sufferting...
Just move on is the best thing...

I've accidentally stalked someone's Profile
who had become as someone special of mine.,
to my surprise..
he has completely changed... PHYSICALLY...!!!

ohohoho...

p/s: syukur alhamdulillah... (masih 55kg lagi beratnya.. ;p)

Jem-Jem..~

malam ni jangan tido

banyak sgt nk settle...

(*_*)

zzz...zzz....

15 March 2010

Besday Shazmin
bring her to pizza hut
and serve her a very delicious CHOCOLATE VOLCANO
prepared by myself..
;)

Received a call from MR Hafzan
GEMS invitation
at Havard Suasana Hotel, Sg petani

Alhamdulillah syukur

tapi

apa yang kita dapat mesti akan ada yang kta akan hilang
there is one word
"JAUH"

jauh dari segalanya

baru 3 bulan duk ngn mama papa
dah kena merantau lagi
masakan aku boleh balik menjenguk dan bermanja dgn 28 ekor kucing yang 'nakal2' kat rumah tu

jauh juga dgn 'pakcik' tu...
dugaan
bermacam jenis dugaan

kalau bhagia, biarla suam kuku saja
kalau derita, biarlah pendam sahaja..

nama blog ni pun dah HOPE
setiap kali entry, macam2 yang aku hope..

p/s: I need LOVE, I need SPACE, I need YOU too..

Balancing happiness and pain..

Yesterday...



In such a short moment

I gained a memorable day...



In just a split of second

I knew something that is sad to say...



I'm being MYSELF

which most people always misunderstand



dah la...

kesah dulu...

dah lama terbuku

bila buku yang dah lama tertutup

mengungkai banyak sejarah

kekhilafan dan kejahilan dahulu

kini terbuka seolah-olah aku seperti yang dahulu



lebih parah lagi aku yang KINI ini

dikatakan seperti hipokrit.

barangkali x semua orang bisa berpuas hati

kerana mereka sume tu x pernah kenal mahupun

berkata dgn aku

hanya berhubung dari cerita demi cerita

akhirnya diluahkan dalam luahan blog mereka

apakah kalian sudah tiada dialog lagi untuk bercerita?

sehingga sanggup menjaja kisah silam orang lain?



kamu juga tidak pernah sempurna

bahkan kisah silapmu juga aku tahu sedalamnya

meskipun itu

aku x pernah terfikir utk menghebahkan kepada sesiapa...



andai penghebahan sejarah itu yang ko rasa terbaik

biarlah keputusan menilai itu terletak pada fikiran org lain

samada aku ni hipokrit mahupun tidak

aku insan yang x pernah alpa dr melakukan kesilapan

aku tahu sejauh mana aku telah tersimpang lalai

xpernah sekali pun aku hilang apa2 yang bernilai

kamu? hah, belum tentu....

Fikirkan sajalah!